OK PEOPLE TIME FOR A LITTLE INFORMATION ABOUT MY SUMMER. IT WAS REALLY STRESSFUL BECAUSE I WAS TAKING THE MAX. AMOUNT OF HOURS I COULD TAKE HERE FOR SUMMER SCHOOL AND IT JUSTS ABOUT KILLED ME BECAUSE WHEN OTHERS WERE AT HOME I WAS STILL HERE AT HARDING FOR TWO MONTHS TAKING CLASSES. I ONLY GOT TO HAVE A THREE WEEK SUMMER BREAK BUT IN THE END IT TURNED OUT TO BE THE BEST SUMMER I HAVE EVER HAD.

ON AUGUST 16  I GOT MARRIED AND IT WAS GREAT. I AM SORRY I DIDN'T TELL ANYONE BUT IT WAS JUST A REALLY REALLY REALLY SMALL THING WITH MY FAMILY AND HIS FAMILY AND WE ARE STILL PLANNING ON HAVING SOMETHING BIG IN THE NEAR FUTURE. SO TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO HATE ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I DIDN'T TELL YOU ABOUT THIS I AM SORRY REALLY SORRY AND I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME (MAINLY YOU BETHANY BECAUSE I FORGIVE YOU FOR KICKING ME IN THE LEG WHEN I TOLD YOU THIS INFORMATION).  HOWEVER I AM NOT SORRY ABOUT WHAT I DID BECAUSE I DO LOVE GABRIEL AND IF HAVING A QUICK AND SIMPLE WEDDING WAS WHAT IT TOOK FOR US TO BE TOGETHER SOONER THAT IS WHAT WE WENT FOR. I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL STILL WANT TO COME TO WHATEVER MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE PLANNED IN THE FUTURE TO HELP CELEBRATE OUT MARRIAGE.

WITH THIS JOY DOES COME SORROW BECAUSE WITH A NEW HUSBAND AND THIS BEING SENIOR YEAR I DON'T THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO DO HALF OF THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO AS FAR AS MY CLUB IS CONCERNED. TO THE OLC I AM SORRY BUT I WILL STILL TRY TO BE ACTIVE AND DO THE DUTIES THAT ARE REQUIRED OF ME BUT IT WILL BE EXTREMLY STRESSFUL AND A HANDFUL.

LOVE YOU ALL.

HOLLA

This weekend was really fun because I got to hang out with Gabe again and also with three of my sisters. I tried to stay out of trouble but sometimes trouble seems to follow me when I am with Earleen.

I got to see mama and daddy this weekend too even though we were late to church but I am planning on going home next weekend if it is the Lord's will.

I talked to Gabe tonight on the phone and he is sounding so depressed because of his whole job situation. He almost seem like he is depending on my a lot now which I guess I like because I have never be depended on. He gets so sad every time I leave and come back to school so we just talk on the phone each night for hours and hours. Man I love him so much and can not wait to marry him.

Hello World

It has been crazy the last past two weekend but it has been a lot of fun. Charrish thinks that I am getting out of hand and I am becoming more worldly but I don't even know what that means and it is not like I am doing anything bad I am just having a little fun here and there and still being a good girl.

I do believe that my cousin Earleen is becoming a really bad influence on me though and I need to stop hanging with her but I just miss hanging with her so much that I don't even stop and think that what we are going could possibly be bad...now don't get me wrong I am not out there doing some bad bad stuff but I should slow it down before I do begin to do something I stupid and unlike myself. I guess I have just been so stressed out lately that when I get with her on the weekends I just want to relax and kick it a little bit. I just got off of the phone with her and she wants us to kick it this weekend....

 I also was able to see Gabe the last two weekend and that has been a lot of fun but he also think that I have a complete attitude change when I am around her (which is not ture at all). I just want to have fun because all I do is go to class and work.

I am really missing my parents like crazy because I have not been home in almost a month and a half which to some of you may not be that long but to me it is a VERY long time. I haven't even really got a chance to talk to them either. I just want to go home and make sure my daddy is getting better because he can tell me all he wants that he is getting better but until I see it in his face then I will believe it. I also hope my mom is not over working herself because she tends to do that when she has to take care of my aunt and her sister. Oh yeah i guess I should have said that my mom's sister who is 83 moved in with us because my mom doesn't want her to go to a nursing home and like two years ago my mom moved her aunt in with us who is 95 (i know old huh) because of the same reason. My mom and dad both have good hearts and I hope that I could some way release all of the stress they are going through because they have been through a lot in their day and they just need some time off.

I wrote a lot and I really can't believe it but I guess I just had a lot on my mind.

I am wondering why I am even in school when I know that I hate it. I mean I am not sure what I am going to do with my life anyway...ok maybe I am just saying all of this because I really hate summer school and I miss being away from Gabe.

On another subject...

I talked to him on the phone last night and he said that he realized exactly how much he love me when I felt his to come back to school and he acually had tears in his eyes when he watched me  pulled out of his drive way.

On another subject...

I love him so much and I can't ever begin to express the excitement I feel whenever he is near me, the tug I feel on my heart every time he touches me, and the butterflies I feel every time he kisses me. I don't want to sound all sappy because I know Charrish is going to say something about me saying any of this stuff but right now I don't care because I really just want to stand on the highest tower and shout it to the world that I AM IN LOVE WITH GABE.

On another subject....

Well me and Gabe have our first pet together and I think it is soooo cool. She is a white cat with lime green eyes and her name is snowbell. She is only three years old and I am glad we got a cat first instead of a dog because 1. he is really not suppost to have pets in his apartment 2. dogs suck.